Grade II Hot

This grade more or less validated the grade before it. On this grade I confronted what I should have done, and did not do, because I had a problem with forces. So much charge on this level. A lot of charge in this area for me. All of my life as a child until I was 14 I had been described as "A very obedient child". I was obedient. And that was ruining my life. A short time after I finished this grade I was walking towards a subway and saw some woman laying bleeding on the sidewalk. Some guy was beating her up. He was gone in violence. I walked right up and got in the middle. No problem at all. I calmed down the man by not granting him any beingness. He folded. A few weeks later I surfaced from a subway station in Jamaica Queens only to have a guy about 6"4" stick a butcher knife to my throat. I was carrying a picture frame with glass over a photo. I looked at him and could tell there was "nobody home". His eyes were really glassy. It did not occur to me to think of what I "should not" do. My solutions were about what I "should do". I realized his intentions were to make me be a victim. All I had to do was reverse the flow. I knew he would kill me if I gave up. I jerked away from him and smashed the photo of the glass, edges flew off and I picked up a piece of it. I just reversed the flow. I said, "I've been walking down this street all night long waiting for someone to fuck with me, and here you are." I could see his eyes come into focus and dart around. He was up to some kind of confusion. I actually ended up chasing him down the street. Maybe I went crazy. I could not feel anything but energy. He finally out ran me. I know I could not have saved the life of the woman on the street or my own life had I not finished this grade. That is when the auditing gets REAL and practical right now. So, what can I say? This auditing saved my life and the life of another woman. A short time later, I saw a drug addict walking down Broadway holding a baby with nothing on but diapers in winter. Without a thought I snatched the baby away and closed myself in a phone booth with the baby until the police arrived. What can I say? This auditing turned me into a force to be reckoned with. And it was immediate change spilling right out onto the side walk. Go for it! Turn yourself loose!

By the time I did this level in 1972 I could communicate and I was willing to be helped and I had no real nagging problems in my life.... so I went into this level ready to really look at myself and my case and tell the auditor about it.... what a relief I had. And then I went exterior and found I could communicate with other exterior beings who seemed to be just hanging around statues and paintings in museums and street corners etc.. and not having or controlling a physical body! It was very strange but it was not a scarey spook show or anything, I just told them to go pick up a body and get some auditing... I don't know if they did, but they went off to do something... anyway, even though it was not something promised on the grade chart, I found out about the world of spirits on this level.. so it was quite a level for me!!! I figured the next level could never be as good as this one. Never in 100 years.

I received Exp Grade 2 in the mid-70s. It took something like 75 hours. I cleaned up a lot of stuff at the time, all the little seamy things that I had never told anyone about. The one person I audited it on in 2005 took about 40 hours, with maybe 30 hours on the Jo'burg Sec Check. He had good gains on it.

I was the Senior Sec Checker School sup at New World Corps in 1986/7, and later did the course myself, so got to be very familiar with sec-checking theory and practice. Used properly, i.e. for the pc, sec-checking is very powerful stuff, and one can feel extremely clean afterwards. But it is so easy to abuse, as the CofS has demonstrated.